It is about six o'clock in the morning. It is not yet light. It is noon where The Surge is. It is hard being married to someone who travels all the time. It is tough sometimes, trying to think good thoughts while keeping the bad from crowding in. It is weird that I am awake. It is sad that I am watching FULL HOUSE at six in the morning. It is still better than the news. It is not always easy deciding what to share in this blog and what should remain private. It is getting light now, deep blue streaking across a bottomless ocean of a sky. It is my hope that I learn to not sweat the small stuff sooner rather than later. It is my goal to develop a thicker skin and not care so much what others think. It is my hope that I never communicate with The Surge's Ex ever again. It is also my hope that she and any acquaintances of hers choose to not log onto this blog anymore, from any computer. It is my decision not to share what has recently occurred to make me feel this way. It is my opinion that blogging details about silly girl drama would only prolong the juvenile behavior. It is still something that upsets me though. It is my option to block her computer from being able to access this blog although I can't stop her from posting on The Surge's message board under pseudonyms. It is clear to me I should have blocked her from logging on when I discovered she was reading this blog several times a day from very nearly the moment I started it. It is also my option to block her email address from my and my husband's accounts so she can never again pollute them with her manipulations. It is clear to me now that I was naive in assuming her intentions were ever anything but malicious. It is my decision not to spend so much time on The Internets now. It is time for me to walk my dog.
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